Update Aug. 20

Hello all. This post comes with the heaviest of hearts. Kenny health has continued to decline. He is no longer able to respond at any capacity and his breathing has become extemely labored. At the request of Kenny's family, Kenny will no longer be receiving visitors other than his immediate family. Prayers and kind, positive thoughts are always appreciated. Please allow the Ayles family to spend the remaining time with Kenny free from the distractions of texts, calls and emails.

August 16, 2014

Hello all...its been a very tough week, so I'm just trying to give everyone a brief update... On Monday, Ken suffered a seizure while at Masonicare, and was brought via ambulance to the ER. We spent most of the day there, where he was treated and released back to Masonicare. Later that night, he was having trouble swallowing his medications, etc and trouble breathing, so he was again transported to the ER around midnight. He ended up being admitted with asperation pneumonia, and was put in the "step down" unit (which is a notch below ICU). He is recieving IV antibiotics for the pneumonia, as well as iv fluids, etc. He stablized and was moved into a regular room on Thurs night. Although he is technically stable, the overall picture has declined significantly. Ken's ability to swallow is significantly impaired, and he is really no longer able to eat or drink. He going to remain here at the hospital on "comfort measures" which is basically the hospital's equivalent of Hospice. I am deferring inquiries for status updates to my friend Sally, who can be reached via phone/text at (203) 994-3668 or email at lpsocci@yahoo.com. Thanks everyone & "much love" to you all!

August 8, 2014

Ken has had a rough couple of weeks. The doctor at the rehab facility had changed some of his medications, and he seemed to have an adverse reaction to the new meds. After going several rounds with the "Medical Director" here, and having to get two outside doctors involved, she has finally agreed to discontinue the meds that she had prescribed. Unfortunately, we have now wasted almost two weeks of very valuable time, in which he was unable to enjoy his family or visitors, or partake in meaningful physical therapy. I am hopeful that once his body has adjusted to being off the meds, things will start to improve. In the meantime, I am sorry that I have had to turn some visitors away...hopefully the coming week will be better. Again, if you are thinking of visiting him, you are most welcome to do so...if you could try to message me ahead of time, I can let you know if he is up for visitors on that day. I can be reached at jenjayles@gmail.com, or via fb private message or my cell. It also helps me better plan my time, if I know that someone is going to be spending time with him. Thanks!!!!

July 29, 2014

As I went to (finally) post an update, I peeked at a calendar to check the date (I barely know what day of the week it is, much less the actual date anymore), and I realized that today marks the 6th anniversary of Ken's first brain surgery. One the one hand, it seems like yesterday...many of the details remain so vivid for me... on the other hand, it seems like a million years (two brain surgeries, two clinical trials, radiation, and many, many chemos) ago. July 29, 2008 - two days before our son's first birthday - marked our first step on this journey. Anyhow...an update on his current condition is due. Ken was released from the hospital on Wednesday, July 16th. Prior to his release, we discussed at length what his options were for his treatment and overall well being. Any improvement that was sought in treating him with Avastin has already been realized. He remains essentially paralysed on his left side. His cognitive functioning is somewhat impaired as well. In light of this, Ken has made the decision to discontinue chemotherapy. He had one last treatment of Avastin on the 16th, and then was moved into an inpatient rehab facility. There, he is much, much closer to home, and has been having daily (during the week) physical therapy, occupational therapy, and speech therapy. He has been working on getting from bed to a wheelchair without the use if a lift, and trying to regain some muscle strength. Once he is done with his therapy and is in his wheelchair, I am able to take him outside where he can enjoy some fresh air and feel the warm sun. The grounds have a beautiful pond that he likes to look over, and sometimes I am able to bring the kids over to enjoy being outside with him. He seems pretty happy to be there, and not at the hospital anymore. He has a nice, private room, the nurses seem to take good care of him, and, believe it or not, he likes the food! Everyone has been asking about the kids...they are doing as well as can be expected, I suppose. It has been difficult for them, to say the least. They seem to be getting somewhat accustomed to Ken being out of the house, although at times they miss him terribly. We are all just taking things day by day, and trying to be grateful for the moments that we have and the love that surrounds us. I truly believe that we live in the most amazing community and are surrounded each day by true examples of bravery and resiliency. I cannot begin to thank the friends and neighbors who have taken care of my kids, grocery shopped, delivered meals (thanks to Lori's Meal Train I have not had to cook a meal in six weeks! Seriously, not one!) filled my freezer, shown up with coffee and "just listened". More importantly, the friends and family who have taken the time to visit with Ken, and especially those who have arranged to sit with him and be there when I cannot. It means the world to both of us, and I cannot adequately express the gratitude that we both feel. Feel free to call or send me a message if you would like his address...he does enjoy having visitors! He has an oncology appointment tomorrow, so I will try to update if there is anything new. Good night, and as Ken would say, "much love".

June 29, 2014

Kenny is STILL in the hospital. I think that this is day 20! His condition has remained about the same...he still has no use of his left arm, and only partial use of his left leg. He also still has some facial paralysis on the left side. The goal has been to try to get him placed in an outpatient rehab facility, as he still needs 24 hour care. However, none of the rehabs are willing to take him, due to the fact that he is currently receiving chemotherapy. Apparently, they must assume all expenses associated with his care, and the Chemo is too expensive and would cut into their profit margin. There seems to still be some hope that he will be accepted into the hospital's own rehab program. So far he's been declined by them twice, but is supposed to be re-evaluated tomorrow. Fingers crossed!!! Meanwhile, he has only been able to work with the physical therapists on the oncology floor, and they are somewhat limited in what they can do with him because they lack the proper equipment. Thankfully, on Thursday and Friday, they were able to get him up to the orthopedics floor and work with him on the parallel bars. When he has the bars for leverage, he has been able to pull himself up to a standing position and hold himself there for about a minute at a time. At least this is some progress, because I feel like the longer he is in bed, the more his muscles will atrophy, and the less likely it is for him to be rehabilitated. There also seems to be some disagreement between all of the doctors over his steroids. The Doctors had put him on a high dosage of Decadron in an effort to control the swelling in his brain until the Avastin kicked in. Now that he has had two doses of Avastin, the Docs at Sloan Kettering feel that he should be tapering down to a lower dose of Decadron. The Docs in Danbury, however, don't want to lower the dose for fear that the swelling will come back...even though the Decadron may be responsible for muscle weakness and confusion, and other ugly side effects. I am agreeing with the experts at Sloan Kettering, and I don't feel that he's being given a fair shot at recovery when the Decadron may actually be adding to his problems. So hopefully, the steroid issue will be resolved soon. I just wanted to say a huge, heartfelt Thank You to everyone who has so generously offered their time to visit Ken in the hospital, and bring us beautiful meals, and help out watching the kids. I cannot express how grateful we all are for your love and support.

June 19, 2014

Ken is still hospitalized for now. The weekend & beginning of the week were very tough, as he continued to decline. He had lost all of his left side, and was very tired and "out of it". However, the avastin & steroids seem to have kicked in, and he has improved dramatically. While still unable to get out of bed, he is now very alert and "with it", and now can puposefully move his left leg. The paralysis on the the left side of his face has improved tremendously, and he is able to feed himself. His sense of humor is returning as well, and he has been joking (flirting??) with his nurses. All good things!! I not sure when he will be released...as of now, they are saying that he will be here through the weekend and for his next dose of Avastin on Monday. Hoping for continued improvement in his mobility so he can come home!!

June 14, 2014

Hello, everyone. We have had another crazy couple of weeks. Unfortunately, Ken's MRI on May 30th showed additional tumor growth. The docs wanted to start him back on Avastin as soon as possible, to try to control both swelling and tumor growth. We had to get clearance from the surgeon (originally he was to wait 6 weeks after his hernia surgery to start Avastin) and insurance approval, etc. In the meantime, his motor skills had continued to decline. Fortunately, two of his brothers and their families had scheduled a visit over the weekend. We had a great time, and Ken really enjoyed himself! He finally received Avastin on Monday, June 9th. On tuesday, he suffered from a small seizure, and wound up being admitted to Danbury Hospital. The tumor & edema has continued to the point that he now has a "midline shift". His motor skills (and some cognitive functioning) have declined significantly. The Avastin can take 7-10 days to "kick in", so we remain very hopeful that this will bring some significant improvement. As of now, the plan is to get him out of the regular hospital (hopefully in the next few days) and moved into the rehab unit while we await improvement. Thanks to everyone for all of your calls & prayers. He does enjoy visitors, so anyone who is local and would like to visit is welcome...but please call or text me first just to be sure :)